I haven't update for xanga for long time. Mainly because for the past few month, my life is a total mess. I apologize for all my friends. I guess I just hide out when my life turn into disater.
Some update,
1. I sold my business. I can't go on like a maniac anymore. My life turn into only work work and I hate that. I feel like being locked by that stupid business, want to get out but can't. Finally, my dad helped me sold the business to one of his friend, so I release.
2. My GMAT score not great as I planed. Say I am perfectionist, but I want to go to a great school, so I need to postpone my MBA pursuing. 3. I lost my cell phone. I lost my cell. Great thing is I can forget my uphappy past, but I sacrifice my friends' #. Try to trace back but unable to contact most of my friends. How big the sacrifice。。。
4. Desperately searching for a job, but can't find one until now. I guess my past working experience means nothing in this job market and I feel sooo bad. I watch my parents working everyday, and feel bitter inside. I still need my parents to afford, how pathetic that is. I think I finally realize I am a weak girl. Now, I am able to admit my weakness.Though life is not favoring me right now, at lease I have family, few friends to support me and myself. Lol, one thing for sure I change is now I don't need to spend 1 hr fixing myself before I go out. I rarely wear makeup and fancy cloth; I guess I am happy the way I am and I don't do things for others anymore.
Life is still good and I am searching for a job. I have experience the rockbottom of my life, so everything should be better and better. For all my friends, be lucky what you have and work hard (jiayou)!!!
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